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I have pissed someone off, knowingly and with some calculation. Not in an effort to upset the person, but as a side effect of circumstances changing....I got a better offer and so I told the first option the deal was off. It's definitely not very nice, but I feel like it's in my best interest. Hmmm. I generally allow myself the suffering in these situations.
If I've been able, I have gone ahead even if it hasn't been good for me, precisely because disappointing someone feels really really terrible. But, here we go. I have just looked out for my own interests, upset a stranger's plans, while blindly trusting that it will be for the best for everyone.
I once bought a house under the pressure of not disappointing other people. Shit, that was a fairly drawn-out lesson. But LOOK! UNIVERSE! I LEARNED THAT ONE!!!

Ok, confession finished. May all be well. May all work together.