Dominoes
What it feels like is the city popped my balloon. No one floats above like that.
It feels like sydney felt the energy inside me coming and quickly found a way to drain it. So now I can drudge about like a half blind trapped animal along with everyone else.
That's only what it feels like.
What it is, is just getting a virus hanging about at work in a moment when I was vulnerable after long extended travel.
It was also an opportunity to see how long it took me ( if ever) to surrender to the process and just be with it.
The spell has been broken. Both the former order of my life and the transitional period leading out of it seem to have evaporated like a puddle on a hot day.
I am no doubt now inhabiting a new place. The entrance and exits are moved, magic words have become mundane, the band's been replaced.
I am wondering how long I must stay here before I am moved along as well.
Dominoes. Part of my consciousness is setting them up carefully so that another part can set off the famous chain reaction.
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