chronicles of jesusia

We just got home through another blizzard that we fought through to see the "Chronicles of Narnia" It was like being in church for me. It's like C.S. Lewis stole all the good creatures that christianity killed and brought them back to retell a more magical story of jesus. Something like that. I know most people will enjoy the movie...the story is really good and the picture beautiful and the characters lovable and all that.....but for me, I just see the bible. And today I'm sick of the bible. I'm sick of the followers of it and their vast stupidity, their hatred, their destruction of everything. I am pissed at their god AND the horse he rode in on. They have spread all over the globe and claimed it for their own, they wrote the laws, they renamed the holidays, and they still bitch that its not enough. They have their own channels on television where they get upset about the small pieces of the world they don't control.
I'm not an outsider. They raised me, they spoonfed me guilt and superiority. I memorized all the rules for prizes, I lived and breathed and believed all of it, the inner workings, the small details.
That's why I think its all poop. Poop poop poop poop.
I don't know what C.S Lewis was trying to do, maybe he was channeling some ancient myths that christians made their own or maybe he wanted to tell a good story with a background that meant something to him, but if he's anything like the christians I know, he was probably trying to lure children in by any means possible to validate his belief system, thereby giving himself points in heaven and making him feel all warm and good inside.
I'm slightly bitter, which pisses me off.
So..I'm angry and bitter. Great. And sarcastic. Merry Christmas
Yikes.