I thought she had left me, or was leaving.....I thought she had taught me what I needed to learn, or led me where I had needed to go, but I am a foolish child.

The simple magic of inviting an energy in is a sort of acknowledgment of the mysterious nature of the relationship between personal and universal. And, it being such, is not submissive to this idea of hello and goodbye in time.

A beloved teacher of mine remarked that I have always been Freya. I have wondered if the ones who came before were preparatory, but it isn't exactly like that.

I feel now that they never leave, as the truth is that they all exist, perhaps latent, at once.

No, she hasn't gone anywhere. She is the arrow shot directly into the bull's eye.