Monday, September 05, 2011

calling all scorpios, or just one really

Oh dear.
I received this....well, idea. A little click of understanding, a peek behind me that illuminates the present moment.
Girls, girls.
Randomly, my sweet, blond girlfriend, (an Amazonian Banshee Priestess who will purr contentedly when touched if you dare get that close) contacted me.
All at once, I feel our past weaving through my cells. And as the experience of her and I is so entirely intertwined with the experience of the web of the collective us......Jesus.
Us as in the amazing and lovely tribe of Sheras I have been blessed enough to fall in love with.
In love.
I didn't know how to be in love with them at first, but after a few years of the sweetest subterranean bliss and blood communal experience, and (this is the important part) the recurring presence at that level of their unconditional support and love, I no longer knew how not to be. We have been living this way for years....in love with each other individually and as a group. This love has reached most levels of being at different times quite naturally and then retreats back without a hitch. We fight and get jealous and then burn right through it and become even closer, like a really good marriage of multiple people.
So, the imprint of a decade of polyamory with these priestesses of love has aroused in me the possibility of the same intimacy in a greater context. What has happened spontaneously among an expanding group of incredibly imperfect people must be entirely doable on purpose, right?
This is worth a study....
Wanna help me out with this one? Anyone know an intelligent woman who studied anthropology at UofM?

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