conduit

Yes, I do. I have everything I need to enjoy this, my, present moment.

The growing and stretching to branches and limbs further and further out can distract attention from the fact that the roots must also be so deep and wide to even allow such growth. Ahhhhhh.....roots. How grateful am I to have been planted in a place so fertile.

I was reflecting on some of the things that have evolved for me in the treatment room. So, I'm working with my body all the time and somehow that all gets transferred to the people who come to me for massage. I'm sitting here tonight observing the organic way some of these treatments come out of me for the individual who arrives on my table. I adore how naturally I am able to focus loving attention on random people in that room with me. It can get to be too much at times, and if I'm honest, the thing I find most frustrating is that I am unable to fully engage at a certain point when I've become tired. Maybe because I find it so easy to give selflessly there, I cannot tell the point at which I become compromised.

At any rate, I appreciate being able to play with people in this way, allowing the intelligence stored in my body to flow into theirs. WOW. I love this. My body as a gift. Jesus Fucking Christ.

Delicia Melissa indeed.

The layers of my nectar gathering practice deepen and deepen and deepen.

I am so totally overwhelmed with golden glimpses right now I can no longer write.

Back to the kisses now.

Many of them to you, love, no matter how many legs you were born with.

Soft kisses

True kisses

I adore you with the adoration of translucence.

And thus ends tonight's meditation